A few people with no names mentioned have been eager when it comes to telling me how to run my life. It's great for you to tell me what you believe is wrong from right and offer advice but no one knows what i need better than i do. I understand this decision is controversial but i don't have any lingering hesitations anymore, i can do what i want. I'm inadvertent and i'm aware of that, it has set and idea in motion in your mind that it's something i need to change, but for the record it's part of my character. and if you don't appreciate it then go have a cry because i don't really need people like you in my life.